Patience - Avia and Sebastian's story

A much requested extra of Avia and Sebastian's story.
Some pictures:
The house in the Lake District

Sebastian Wright (I know I've posted this before but because I have never written anything with him in the past I thought I'd repost. He is Christian Wright's, younger brother, born in 2138. He is Luna Bambini.)

Extra after the jump

Some New Pictures

Ive had some requests for pictures since my last few updates.
Teddy Cullen

Khaleesi Holmes (Cullen)

Ben and Lexi's children

Arya Cullen

Cato Cullen

Elle Cullen

Iida Cullen

Evan Cullen

Joel Cullen

Lila Cullen

Rhia Cullen

You and I - Teddy Cullen Extra

I wanted to write and post this for a while, most people wanted to know what Teddy was like, but because he was born so long after his siblings but before Living in Paradise i never had a chance to show you. This is an extra that tells you the story of him and his mate, Khaleesi. (pronounced ka-lee-see for those that dont know.)
Their story has been playing on my mind for a while, its a little bit out of my ordinary and some of you might not like it but its how i always imagined it. I kind of took inspiration from the book Where She Went by Gayle Forman and the song You and I by One Direction.
Extra after the break.
~Nikki

New Making Memories Chapter + Pictures

Updating a new Making Memories chapter either today or very very soon. It contains MINOR spoilers for Forever After. There is a certain relative of Jacob that phases that hasn't yet in Forever After.
Here is the synopsis plus a few pictures of new children :)

Eliza is the only single one left of the 4 girls, for the first time in her life she leaves her sisters to travel to the place her family have spoken about her entire life, La Push. Eliza already considers La Push her second home despite having never been there. Will Eliza want to stay in La Push? Will it be Renesmee’s surprise or a certain wolf making her stay? Set at the end of Forever Legends.

Kai Black (AKA Kai Finau from Forever After)

Chartelle Elizabeth Black

Emalie Alexandra Black 

Eliam Kai Black

 

Kameron Jacob Edward Black

Asherah Renesmee Alexandra Black

Forever After will be updated very soon, i apologise for the wait.
~Nikki

Faith UPDATE + Preview DOWNLOAD

Hey guys, I've had quite a few questions about Faith recently and I wanted to clear some things up. I am still writing Faith and it is nearly finished. After going through old emails/texts/diaries etc I've decided that I will not be publishing it on FanFiction. I've pretty much kept it as close to the true story as possible, only adding in the odd conversation and events to pad it out a bit, even then the conversations are either taken from diaries from the time or they're what I remember talking about (roughly). Most of you know it's a personal story and digging into my past like this has awoken memories and made me realise a lot of things. Whilst I don't regret any decisions I made back then, I was a naive 14 year old and I know I will receive hate for it, not only me but 'Edward' too. I don't want to put him under that kind of punishment. This story is meant to show how he overcame his fathers abuse. It's supposed to show that no matter how bad things get, if you work for what you want there can be a happy ending. Writing this, it's crazy to me that the 'Edward' in this story is the same guy I am with now, he has changed so much and it makes me incredibly proud of how far he has come and that is why I'm still letting this story be read. I don't think I or 'Edward' should be ashamed of this, it should be taken as a lesson.

That being said. The story is written from both POVs. I wrote part of this a few years ago and actually published it on FanFiction under another name (Not BNC). I took it down but kept the story on my computer. I have used that, plus diaries, emails, the one-shot 'Faith' and actual memories and compiled it into a more in depth story. The first chapter of this preview you will all recognise from 'Faith' so you can skip it if you like but there is a 'Bella' POV at the end.

I am still waiting on 'Edward' to finish some later chapters so for now I thought I'd post the first 2 on my blog. I will let you know when the full story is available.

I hope this explains some things to you all and I am truly grateful to those that support me in writing this.

Download Link : http://www.sendspace.com/file/2nogew OR http://180upload.com/gq55hdenygjx The preview is a PDF. If you cant view it, download Adobe Reader (UK Link, might not work for US, just google it ITS FREE)

READ ONLY WORD DOC: http://180upload.com/6ou6iacd7klc

Ill keep you updated on when the full story is out :)
~Nikki

EDIT: Out of pure convenience for myself this is based in England. Some things might be confusing. Sorry about that, feel free to ask me on twitter for American equivalents on some things :)
EDIT 22/04/14: Read only word doc added for those that cant view PDF.

Extra from Renesmee's Teenage Story - Chloe and Eddie

Ive had quite a few requests over the years to write out the conversation between Chloe and Eddie in chapter 17 of Renesmee's Teenage Story. Its the conversation where Eddie says they cant be together but as we all know he was lying to her to protect her.

Extra after the break OR go to the Extra's tab, click Renesmee's Teenage Story Extras and find it there.

~Nikki

MIA explanation

Okay guys a lot of you have noticed that I haven't updated in a while, I've had floods of messages and I'm really sorry I haven't had time to reply to them. Ive posted it on twitter but I'm aware there are people that check my blog more, and the past week the views have flown super high and I can only imagine people were looking for an explanation.

I have had a lot of real life things to deal with, my boyfriend's mother and half siblings were visiting us from Spain and his mother was in a car crash with my boyfriends daughter and siblings. She was in a coma for a few days afterwards and during them few days her husband practically dumped his three kids (my boyfriends half siblings) on him to look after. He already has his biological sister, daughter and son to take care of so you could imagine him having to deal with a grieving teenage sister and five kids under six. His mum died a few days later and it just got worse. His step father didn't return for the kids for over a week, I tried to help as much as possible where i could because he just couldnt handle all them children by himself. Luckily his step dad is back now and took the kids back to Spain but my boyfriend doesn't think he'll stay there long because he can't handle three children by himself and we might have to make an arrangement with my boyfriends older brother and the step dad to take care of the children.

On top of this I also got a new job, I work in a nursery 11 hours a day and that's on top of the nannying I already do 10 hours a week. I literally had no time what so ever the past few weeks to do anything FF other than the weekend and even then I only had a few hours.

I am severely on the edge of a mental breakdown, I am absolutely exhausted from not sleeping and I am highly susceptible to illnesses right now because of personal reasons and I am already starting to feel ill because of it. I don't want this to sound like I'm complaining or trying for a sympathy vote or anything, I just thought I should owe you all an explanation and get it out in the open since it was mostly revealed on twitter anyway.

I am focusing on Forever After, that chapter should be up soon, Forever Legends might be after the weekend.

Thanks for the support I've been given already. It means so much.
Love you guys.
~Nikki

Forever Legends chapter 4 pictures.

So there are a few new characters you meet in this chapter so im going to put the pictures up here, some of them have been in the FL tab for a while but now theyve been introduced im making it more accessable, especially to new readers, since im aware there are some reading Forever Legends that havent read my other stories.

Esther and Aleksander (see Luna Bambini tab at the bottom)
Kara Atten (introduced in chapter 1)

Alena Tilden (pronounced 'a LEE nah' - not Elena)

Caroline Tilden (Axton's aunt, she's not in the chapter but she is mentioned and since she's his mothers twin this is also a picture of his mother)

Family Tree (posting again since its mentioned in this chapter) some mates are not named because of potential spoilers.

~Nikki

Second 5 Year Extra - Chantelle and Pancrazio's Wedding

So Gabby requested an extra of Chantelle and Zio's wedding. It was mostly written out already so I decided to post it as an extra extra ;)

Pictures of the dresses are at the bottom of the Renesmee Trilogy tab.

Extra is after the jump :) enjoy.

5 YEARS ON FANFICTION

So I've been on FanFiction officially for five years today! I just cant believe its been that long, it feels like yesterday I was writing Renesmee's Childhood Story.
I just want to take this moment to thank EVERYONE that has ever read my stories, favourited them, reviewed them, loved them. I can never express how much you mean to me. I can't even imagine my life without FanFiction, I've made friends that mean the world to me and created characters that I never thought would touch my life but I'm often catching myself thinking about them haha.

As a special thank you, I asked on twitter what I should do for my 5th FF birthday and MyGoldStar101 requested an extra written about Chloe, Eddie, Jacob and Nessie set before they had kids so I'll be uploading that later and I'll post it on twitter and edit this post when it's up. It's nearly finished I'm just going through it again.

Thank you for all the support the past week or so about my personal life, I'm glad you all understand.
Forever Legends should be up really soon!

I also got some special fanart by Beth, thank you honey!!! <3

~Nikki

EDIT: Chloe, Eddie, Jacob, Nessie double date extra after the jump! I will be posting a small snippit extra of Chantelle and Pancrazio's wedding in the morning (as requested by Gabby)!

Important Update

Hi guys, I know I've been kind of MIA the past few days. I've had a LOT of real life issues going on and haven't been home or had time to write for a while. Forever Legends was supposed to be updated the other day but I just couldnt manage it, those that follow me on twitter were aware of what was going on to some extent but for those of you that don't know, don't worry, I'm perfectly fine and healthy, I am just helping out my boyfriend who has family issues right now. I should be back on track this week, I'm going to try my hardest at least but there is something else I need to update on.
I have a new job, a full time job that means I wont be home until after 6pm every day. If anyone has seen my schedule in the FAQ section knows that this is roughly double the amount I work right now. I am going to have barely any time for FanFiction. I am going to try my best to get as much written and possibly finish Forever After before I start this job and then update once a week until it's finished. However Forever Legends is not going to be as easy. It will become my main story after Forever After is finished and I'm not going to be able to finish Semper Fidelis straight after Forever After like I planned.  After Forever After I'm going to have one active story at a time. Right now it's going to be Forever After, Forever Legends, Semper Fidelis, then Edward's New Moon.
I know most of you will understand my situation. Life changes and I have been extremely lucky to have so much time this past year in comparision to most working in my profession.
I will try and let you know like usual when I can update.
I will not leave a story unfinished.
~Nikki

Forever Legends + Fanart!

So Forever Legends is finally up! I am so excited about this story so I hope to see some of you in the reviews enjoying it too.
For pictures and information go to the tab above :)

Here is the story! https://www.fanfiction.net/s/10026653/1/



Ive had lots of fanart recently so its going to be quite the update.

By Samy
  Lauren Black

By Enakshi
 Holly Cullen and Imprinting

Elizabeth, Allesandra, Izellah and Alexandra Cullen

   Esther

 

By Toni
 Aleksander's Resurrection

   Lexi, Ella and Eliza

 

By Beth
 Allesandra Cullen

And I got a sweet Christmas present from Kate.
 The Volturi Cullens

Making Memories, pictures! + Silver Moon (Generation 5 FanFiction by KleoCullen)

Making Memories is a one shot based ten years after the end of Living in Paradise, all the girls are grown up, Lexi is now a vampire and they're exploring the world outside their little island paradise and they happen to come across the now fully grown Allesandra who any of them have yet to meet.

 

Pictures for Making Memories

Elizabeth (Eliza) Cullen (18)

Alexandra (Lexi) Cullen (19)

Izellah (Ella) Cullen (19)

Allesandra Cullen (18)

Prince Henry X

Pictures for Forever After

Isobel Black (13)

Erin Benson (16)

Here is a link to Silver Moon, a fanfiction of Allesandra Cullen (a very different version of Allesandra than mine) and the other generation 5 kids by KleoCullen
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/10016845/1/

Please do not send her hate telling her she stole my characters. She has FULL permission and my blessing to write the story.

Small disclaimer: This story is purely 'Fan'FanFiction and does not correlate to the future of any of my stories. It is just for fun and the author is none the wiser to the future of my stories than any of my other readers. This story has no 'hints' in it to how the rest of my stories go. I have no involvement in this stort what so ever.

~Nikki

~Beth~ FanFiction gifs!

Hi guys this is Beth (Nikki's sister) I asked Nikki if i could post here about my tumblr, ive recently learnt how to make gifs and ive already made some fanfiction ones already.
Basically i wanted to ask you guys is there any scenes in Nikki's FanFiction that you really wanted to see as a movie or with the actors? If there is request it on my tumblr and ill make it! I thought it would be a fun idea to see the stories come to life (or as close to it as we can get), since its impossible for her fanfictions to become actual movies i thought this was a fun alternative.

Make sure you tell me the chapter and which story, or if you cant, try and explain the scene as much as possible and ill find it.
http://elizacullen.tumblr.com/

~Beth

Poll Results and schedule

So the poll results are in:

Forever Legends 65%
Semper Fidelis 25%
None, start something else 7%
No preference 1%
Edwards New Moon 0% 

So this means Forever Legends is the new story! Which I'm really happy about because I have so many ideas for this story now. I've already started to work on it so the first chapter should be published soon.
I've changed the tab and removed the story that was there because its going to be changed and put onto FanFiction now. I have added pictures of the main characters though and characters you will meet in the story.

I have also updated a schedule on the side of my blog, Making Memories is the Lexi, Ella, Beth one shot so that will be up soon and so will another chapter of Esther's life on my blog!
Thanks for voting! I promise Semper Fidelis will be the next project, I didnt realise so many people still wanted to read it.
~Nikki

Poll and Extra

So I promised a Holly extra from last chapter but i went to look for it and couldnt find it anywhere! im seriously upset. when i had both chapters to decide between i took parts of them and put them together, i must have saved over the original alternate chapter and lost it. I might write parts of it out but right now i have none of it :( I can give you a brief summary of the alternate chapter and maybe ill be able to write it out for you soon, im sorry about that.

Summary: Jason doesnt imprint... but Holly thinks he does, they declare love for each other the day before she sees him with a girl and she mistakes his (very slight) flirting and is paranoid that he imprinted. she goes home crying, without Jason explaining and Lidiya persuades her to avoid him as much as possible. Will realises that Holly is ignoring Jason and Jason doesnt know why. He goes to Holly and gets her to talk to Jason. She eventually does but even though things are explained Holly decides that the relationship cant go anywhere and she tells him that its over between them. but of course  is still heartbroken.


On another note, now Living in Paradise is finished (mostly) i opened a poll for my next story. On the right of my blog make sure you vote for which story you want to see next!

Hope you all have a wonderful new year :) This will be my 5th year on FanFiction, I can hardly believe it's been that long.
~Nikki

I'll Always Remember You (A Chantelle and Zio FanFiction by Kp23129) + Fanart

Kp23129 has published a new story based on Chantelle and Zio in Forever After. It focuses on them remembering and finding Matthew.

Please do not send her hate telling her she stole the idea. She has FULL permission and my blessing to write the story.

Small disclaimer: It is purely 'Fan'FanFiction and it does not correlate to how Chantelle or Zio find out about Matthew in Forever After. It is just for fun and she is none the wiser to their future than any of my other readers. The story has no 'hints' in it to how the rest of Forever After's story line goes and I have no involvement in the story what so ever. It can be enjoyed solely as a side story with my characters.

Read it here:
  https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9964467/1/I-ll-Always-Remember-You



I also have another piece of wonderful fanart by Enakshi! Thank you.
Lexi and Beth Cullen

 ~Nikki

EDIT: Changed the update day for Forever After to tomorrow... I'm having trouble deciding which chapter to upload. There is two directions for it to go and I have both written out but I dont want to edit both. I need another day to think about which one I want to use. Sorry about that.

Teaser and few new pictures

So I hope everyone had a good Christmas! I've had such a busy week it has been insane. Things have started to settle down now though and I'm back on track with my stories.
I wanted to make this post, firstly to thank everyone who has supported 'Faith' and even though it has caused some controversy the positive responses outweigh the bad so thank you.

I have a teaser for next chapter of Forever After involving Holly and Jason. (click to see bigger)

I also have a picture of grown up Isobel, she is going to be 13 in Forever After from chapter 46 onwards and she has just been in Living in Paradise as an adult so I thought I'd post some pictures since all the other kids are adults already.

Isobel Black (13) - Forever After

Isobel Black (18) - Living in Paradise

Forever After should be up either today or tomorrow!
~Nikki

New One-Shot Story: Faith

This was a hard story for me to write, it was for an anti-bullying/bad home life awareness contest. It is an entirely true story, most of it was written by me but it was edited and filled out by the 'Edward' of the story.
I want to just make sure you know, the contents of this story happened years ago and I am happy with the decisions I made during this time and wouldn't change a thing. It made me who I am today.

Please just be aware that it is rated M for mature. It has themes of rape, abuse and manipulation. It is NOT for my younger readers.

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9927372/1/

~Nikki

Edit: Vote for the contest here https://www.fanfiction.net/u/4532726/sibuna826twihard make sure you read all the stories! they're all so amazing with their own unique message.

A serious update about FF

I am fed up of a lot of things right now, FanFiction is one of them. I don’t want to give it up, I love writing too much to give it up; I've been on FF way too long now, nearly five years, FanFiction is a part of my life but I do need to change some things.

Recently I've had to have a serious look at my FF life and why certain things got me so upset. I wont go into detail but one of the things I'm upset about is all the people attacking me and my FF friends for ‘copying’ each other. I am beyond fed up of getting messages about the same author again and again. I am so unbelievably grateful to my loyal readers, I love you all for sticking by me but I'd rather not know anymore. Some authors just don’t know when to stop and I can't stop them. It's their story and there are always going to be stories similar to mine and it upsets me when its obvious that they read mine first but I can't do anything about it and the more I get reminded of it the worse it is.

On another note that is similar to the last, I want to say that I will no longer accept requests to read BD continuation FanFictions. The reason behind this is related to my last point, I don’t want to be influenced. In the past I have been able to separate my reading material to my writing material but at the moment I read way too many FanFictions that I can barely keep track off, some of them have also been so similar to my own that they’ve been influencing my own writing, e.g. I've thought of a future plot line and then seen it in another story and felt like I couldn’t write that now.

Bombarding myself with FFs to read has been ruining the writing experience for me so from now on I will not be reading any more stories other than the ones I already follow (if I already review and read your story, I will continue to read it and won’t be giving it up. I wont do that to any of you)

The exception to this is FanFictions of my own stories, I will ALWAYS support those that are writing with my characters (e.g. KleoCullen’s Forever Yours or JamieDodger’s Forever Original etc) or any other FanFictions that are AU or AH (Such as MissRenesmeeCarlie’s Shattered etc). So feel free to tell me about stories that fit this criteria and I will definitely read them.

I am sorry to those that have asked me to read their stories or were planning to. I will let you know when I start accepting requests again.

I hope you all understand. This is a necessary sacrifice right now, for the good of my stories and my future plot lines.

~Nikki